Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Not Pregnant


Despite the fact that everyone I am normally pregnant with is going to have a baby and I am about due to get pregnant. I am not pregnant and not trying to get pregnant. In fact we are preventing (none of you business how) me from getting pregnant.
I have imagined myself consumed with children. Having a child that is in high school and still having little ones around but that was awhile ago and my three little ones are a hand full. Don't get me wrong they are really good boys. I think I've got it pretty easy compared to others. Like the ones that have girls. I think girls are generally harder then boys in many ways.
I think I want to try one more time for a little girl despite the above statement but I just don't think right now is right for us. I do want my kids close together so why not right now? Well... I don't know it just doesn't feel right. Maybe because I don't want to be pregnant during the summer even though that is not a very good excuse.
My boys are just about 2 years apart. If I got pregnant right now then the baby now would be over 2 1/2 years apart from the new one. Not that bad right? except I am not going to get pregnant right now and I'm not sure when I will get pregnant. I don't want them to be so far apart that I would have to have another close after so they can have a buddy. But I don't want more then just one more.
Anyways so there's my daily "dilemma".
What do you think?

6 comments:

Polly Blevins said...

Maybe you can have twins next time... THen your child can have a buddy and you don't have to conceive again. Ha ha ha ha

Cannwin said...

i think you just answered the question robert and i were wondering about.... jill and #4

ps haha your word verification is forksi

jillysunflower said...

what was the question you were wondering about?

Winsor said...

Good look with your dilemma. Cousins are fun.

ME said...

I think that you should do whatever you want to do. It isn't anyone else's business how many you should have, or how far apart they are. Do what you want. But it is good to have an even number of children; at least that is my opinion.

jillysunflower said...

thanks for the opinions.

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